HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...

Well some things are going well indeed and other things just suck.  Still not been able to find work and my accounts are empty.  I'm stressing so badly and now sure how I'm covering this coming month's bills.  The state sent me a nice little letter about having no car insurance.  WTH?  I'm behind like a month in payments but don't think the company has terminated me yet.  Matter of fact, they just sent me a ne notice and new cards.  Problem is when they call the company to verify, not sure what they will be told so I need to find a way to cover last month and this month's bills too.

I've been thinking about this whole phone sex thing.  I wouldn't mind doing it and supposedly you can bring in some good money.  I've been told I have a sexy bedroom type of voice.  Of course nothing can be simple for me.  The two top reputable companies both require what they call "a landline" phone.  I know this means one that plugs into the phone jack and not the digital one I have from Vonage.  The hurdle I've run into is that I have not been able to find out who does that type of phone service here in this town.  Everything I look up is digital.  Time Warner, ATT, Verizon, Grande...they all offer digital phone service.  I even called the apartment office here and asked and they don't know either.  I am waiting for an email back from the phone sex companies but who knows how long that will be?

I just celebrated my 23rd birthday (for the 32nd time).  Sucks getting older.  My mom said, "Oh my you are catching up to me!"  Thanks Mom.  I got to see my Daddies for maybe 10 minutes each.  One is out of town for work and the other is still sick but playing catch up at work too for all the time he missed.  My sister sent a text, well one of them did.  the other I think is still in China but she typically wouldn't say anything even if she wasn't.  I got to talk to my daughter on Skype which was nice.  My boys are so sweet, they both made me cards, all on their own.  All together it was a pretty ordinary day.  Except for dinner!  I made this....



It was wonderful, I even cheated a bit and had a little rice.  The rice wasn't as good as I thought it would be so I didn't eat it all or have seconds.  They boys enjoyed theirs though.  My youngest has dropped 18 lbs and the oldest about 15 lbs.  So now I'm teaching them moderation.

I am tired but want to post something so I'm cutting this short due to lack of thinking.

Smoochie says for me to go to bed!

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Cake and Sodomy

I done did it!  After days of procrastinating, another couple of days of just being fuzzy and trying to make things harder than they are, I finally have a second blog up!  This one will remain as is .  This is my "journey" blog.  It's adult so I don't have to watch what I say and it is definitely not vanilla.

(BTW I've been using song titles as my post titles the last few posts.  This one well it kind of sums up my two blogs.  It's by Marilyn Manson.  I've never heard it.)

This new blog will be a place for the general public.  A place to share recipes and other things I've found.  I wanted them separate so that people would not be squeamish about following me there.  I will post here when I put up a new post there but will not do it the other way around.  This blog is more my heart and soul and the other one will be more what I do when I am dragging my feet about getting any real work done.

So go visit me at  YUMMY STUFFIES FOR THE TUMMY and More!

It is spring!  Go visit www.abento.net

It is warming up here and we are glad to see that spring is here finally!  Things on the home front here have been mostly good.  The Daddies are both really really busy at work.  Boss Daddy might be in line for a promotion!  Yay him!  Plus this being an election year nor something, they both have their hands full with their groups locally.   They are  both political activists.  To add more chaos to that, this weekend they have another dog show to go to so they are out of town.  Boss Daddy has been pretty good about keeping in touch even though they've been on the road and I even heard from Daddy H too.  As a matter of fact, they both called me at the same time when they were driving.

Boss Daddy has been a great addition to our family.  He really is our family now.  Not only does he try to go out of his way to make sure that I am happy but he is teaching Daddy H how to be a better Daddy and a better Master.  He is so patient with me, especially when I am down and on edge.  The big me understands when times get busy, things have to be put on hold.  The little me only understands that she is lonely or hurt or anxious.  Unfortunately for all of us, the worse things are, the younger I become and therefore less tolerant of them not being around.  Daddy H's answer is typically to get defensive and yell and we fight and eventually he hurts my feelings.  Boss Daddy just says  "Shhhh calm down.  I love you." and 9 times out of 10, I stop.  Can you tell how much I love him?

Anyway, it is late but I need to go do my Saturday night rounds.  Talk to some friends and do some PR work.

You all have a great night!

Smoochie wants to know what makes it feel like spring to you?

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HIGH ANXIETY

I am having an anxiety attack tonight and my Daddies aren't around.  I am trying to keep busy but it's not always easy.  I am completely off my zoloft now and mostly doing well.  Not sure what tonight's trigger was.  I just feel jittery and emotional.  I am trying to work on building the website for my sister's restaurant but it is frustrating me.  Not because it is especially hard but because I am having a hard time concentrating so finding the answers to some fixes I need is not going well.  On top of that, I've not been sleeping well.  Usually up until 4 or 5 am then I wake up at 6 to wake the kids for school.  Then about an hour later I can get a nap in when they leave.  I have been getting out of bed between 9:30 and 10 am though, so not getting a lot of actual sleep in there.  I nod off at my desk all day.. It's a good thing that I work from home right now.

This is me.....not on drugs.

I think I am going to start another blog too.  I'm not abandoning this one but I did rather enjoy my last food blog.  You can see the remnants of it here.  I don't want to do anything regular but would like any food related stuff I post here to be cross posted to that one.  That way people not in the lifestyle who might get a little squeamish can follow that one and not get all the adult stuff.

I don't know what to do with myself tonight.  I just want to lie down and cry so I'm making this a short post to go do that.

Smoochie is waiting for me

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LIFE IN THE FAST LANE

First I want to say...

HAPPY BELATED GIRLS DAY!

Wow I really lost track of the time here.  Didn't realize it has been so long since I've posted.  Life has just been busy I guess.  All my social media was ignored for at least 4 days.  I got a lot done though.  Refrigerator and freezer are stuffed to the gills  We only need to go out for milk, ice and to refill our bottled water.

Bottled water.  Ok here is a small rant.  When I was living in Arizona there were water and ice stores all over the place.  You could refill your large water containers with pure water run through a reverse osmosis system (important for taking the fluoride out) and usually buy some ice cream or other frozen treat.  they were relatively inexpensive, like a buck for 5 gallons of water.  The tap water in AZ wasn't too bad.  I would run it through a Brita and it was fine to drink but Daddy says no fluoride.  Here where we are, even when I run the water through the filter pitcher, it has all kinds of crud in it.  I made the kids stop drinking it.  That said there are two...2...TWO  places to refill your water containers here!  They are both within a mile of each other on the other side of town.  Lately one or both have been out of order when I go to refill, meaning I have to buy already bottled water at nearly a buck a gallon!  Sighs, makes no sense.  If i had money I'd think about opening one of those water stores here.  Ok end of rant.

I might pay a bit extra for these in my glass too!

I found out that my performing alter ego's website has been taken down.  She was lucky enough to be able to piggyback off someone else's site but I guess they decided not to renew.  So I have been checking into various web hosting sites and finally decided on one.  I am now the owner of two of my own domains but need to get to work to build the sites.  I am not nor have ever been trained in website design or programming.  I am self taught and so will be doing this by trail and error.  One site is for my performing and writing.  I sing and write under different names although my fans know both of them.  The other site is for me personally.  I will move my virtual assistant site there and I am looking at opening an Etsy shop and will make an extension on my own site for some things.  I guess I need to read Etsy's policies first.  That has kept me busy the last few days.

Today we finally got all our new cell phones also.  Yay no more horrendous bills!  So of course we had to program contacts and download all the apps.  It is the boys' first smart phone and they are going nuts but they had to learn to use them today.  If you are not a huge user, check out Zact.com.  I am impressed by their structure.  It is inexpensive and you only pay for what you use pretty much.  I am saving at least $100/mo off my bill and we now have 3 smart phones.  Yay us!

Good thing I've been busy because my Daddies have not been around much the last few days.  They had a good friend pass last week.  He was young, only 27 years old and they think it was a blood clot that migrated from his leg to his heart.  So they have been busy with the arrangements and taking care of the family then the wake this weekend.  To make things worse they are both sick with some stomach crud.  So I've seen and heard very little from them.  I miss them.  Yeah I'm high maintenance in that regard.  I require frequent contact and reassurance.

Ok I've procrastinated enough.  I was supposed to start looking at building my site but it's almost 2 am.  I guess I'll take a quick look then head to bed.

Smoochie says to get my butt in there because it is FREEZING!

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AND THEN THERE WERE TWO

Life has taken an interesting turn of events lately. No job yet but I've been making a decent amount doing odd jobs here and there.  Time will tell if it will continue and be enough to at least cover all the bills.

I've started back low carbing.  I lost a lot of weight doing Somercize back in 2001, then I got pregnant.  I kept about 75% of the weight off for a long time.  Then about four years ago, I got really sick...":women stuff" but it left me severely anemic.  I didn't have the energy to do anything but eat and sleep.  My weight climbed back up again.

I tried low carb, Somercize,  Weight Watchers, gluten free.  I did all of them religiously for weeks and lost nothing.  Last year, about this time, Daddy and I were having a rough time and I'd go 24-36 hours without eating anything.  I was so depressed and I was having anxiety attacks on top of it all.  I dropped about 25 lbs in three months.  Finally the anxiety got so bad i had to go to the doctor.  She put me on meds.  At the same time, she discovered I was newly diabetic.  So more meds for that.  I am doing well and ready to hop back on the weight loss bandwagon again.

I am dragging the kids with me this time.  They eat entirely too many carbs.  Before you all scream, I am not taking away all their carbs.  Breakfast they eat half at home, half at school.  While they are home they stick with protein.  Ham or turkey and cheese.  I can't control what the school serves but the boys are learning to make better choices.  Chili and cornbread vs corndogs.  Dinner is low carb.  Meats and tons of non starchy veggies.  They were eating about 3-4 cups of rice EACH at dinner time.  I do have whole grain bread, brown rice and sweet potatoes for a touch of carbs on the weekend for them too.  It has been two days now and so far no complaints so we will see how it goes.

The biggest thing that has happened is in my personal life with Daddy.  Those who follow know that Daddy works long hours and sometimes is out in the field and doesn't even have cell phone coverage.  I miss him so much when he's gone and he's gone a LOT.  So we had a talk and he said he was assigning me a babysitter..  His best friend was going to keep me from being lonely and be my protector.  I talk to his best friend from time to time and he's a nice guy so I said okay.  Daddy is afraid he was going to lose me if I was lonely all the time.  He was right, I was thinking about it.  We have spent some quality time together.  I am loving the cuddles and conversation, among other things.  I clear things with Daddy.  He encourages our closeness and it has brought him and I closer too.  So I have my Daddy and I have my Master now.  Daddy is both Daddy and my Master.  Master is my Master and babysitter but NOT my Daddy.

Feeling the Love

I know it's kind of weird and I'm sure a lot of people wouldn't like it but right now, it seems to be working for us.  I am happier, more centered and I feel loved by both of them.

Well bedtime for me.  I think i caught the kid's crud again.

Smoochie waves good night!

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NOW WHERE WAS I?

For all my good intentions on getting to bed early, it never happens.  I told myself 3 hours ago that I was heading to bed within the hour.  Guess who is still up?  I get so caught up in things and lose track of the time.

I ran my first ebay auction in years last week.  I had found some old maternity clothes.  I didn't make nearly as much as I expected but at least it didn't cost me anything.  I had to get those packages ready for mailing tomorrow so that is where part of the hour went.  I can't believe how expensive shipping can be though.  A couple of the best items didn't sell at all.  I want to put up some other stuff but I am wondering if it is worth the time at all anymore.  I guess right now every little bit helps.

I've also been doing odd jobs online.  I found one company that will pay me $.02 a word to write content for a clients website.  Most jobs are between 150-200 words each.  It's not a lot but it is something.  I've also been working at Mechanical Turk.  I'm hoping with the two, I can bring in enough to cover the bills while I work on long range projects.

I need to get writing and recording and advertising.  My kitchen is a wreck too.  Since I burned myself, I have been trying to keep my finger out of anything icky so it doesn't get infected.  My kids are picking up part of the slack but they don't do a great job.  The liquid in the blister has finally absorbed back into my body so I think another day for it to dry out and I can finally try and get some good cleaning done.

Back to my work.  I guess my mind is all over tonight...oh how cute is that?

If my daughter were here she would soooo make these for me!

I think as I have gotten older I no longer would make a good employee.  I can do the work, I'm competent and a fast learner.  I am generally warm and gracious but my tolerance level for incompetence and whining have gone way down.  Sometimes though, I wonder if it is old age or just a new attitude about things.

All my life I have tried to be what everyone else thought I should be.  Raised in an Asian family we were taught not to make waves, to be aware of what people thought about you and about what kind of impression you were making.  Sometimes that is good and other times not so much.  When I left my hubby, my ex-hubby now, everyone was shocked because they didn't see it coming.  I hid it from everyone.  I hid the fact that I was unhappy, that he was incapable of making decisions, that he was also incapable of showing love and affection, that most days he would come home, grab a handful of cereal and go to bed leaving me to handle the kids 24/7.  You just don't air your dirty laundry in public, not even to family.

I am done with that.  I want to be what I am, not what they want.  I am a little.  I am a sub.  I even border on slave sometimes.  I would wear a collar full time and not care what they think any more.  Yeah I'm better off left to myself to work most of the time.

Daddy and I got to spend some time online together today during his lunch hour.  Then he called me too!  So I am one happy camper.  On the other hand, he's got a really bad cough.  He works too long and hard and never really recovers from being sick before he is sick again.  I am trying to get him to take some time off.  Maybe come visit me.  *looks all innocent*

Oh look!  I've managed to lose another 30 minutes and still not in bed.  I'd better scoot before Daddy gets mad.

Smoochie sends smoochie kisses!

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A FEW RAMBLINGS TO PROVE I'M NOT DEAD, I THINK

Weekends are always so busy for me!  Between shows and having to go to the laundromat and do grocery shopping, most of my social media stuff gets put off.  I am so behind on my Facebook page and tumblr and Fetlife and yes, my blogs too.

My finger still has a huge blister on it from the sugaring wax.  On one hand it is good that it is still intact. There is less chance of infection this way.  On the other hand, keeping it bandaged and trying to keep it dry and relatively sterile is a pain.  I occasionally get a tingling pain in it too.  I am hoping it is the nerves coming back or pain around the site and not the dreaded infection.  The kids have been doing the dishes and everything the last few days.  I am hoping my body just reasorbs it all.  I wash it, put some honey on it and then bandage it up again at least once a day.

I picked up a little bit of piece work doing content creation for websites.  Pays 2 cents a word right now, which isn't fantastic but better than nothing.  If I can write enough to make between $!5-$20/day then I won't be rich but will be able to pay the bills.  Just need a few more like that.

I got to see Daddy tonight.  Can we say "YAY!"  His mother is in the hospital.  I guess she needed a bypass operation.  He says she's doing better but between that and work he's not been around much.  I miss him a lot when he's not around.  He said he would try and be back again tomorrow.

I was going to write something else but now I can't remember what.   I think I am too tired to be doing this right now, so I'll just leave you with something cute!

Almost too pretty to eat...Almost!

Smoochie is calling so I'm out!

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10 - 1 = NOT A LOT OF FUN

It is not my usual post date but of course I feel the need to write tonight.

So nearly a year ago Daddy and I were talking and the conversation got around to shaving down "there".  Now I am an older woman (my two sons could be my grandchildren) and I am uber curvy to boot so I had never dared to shave my kitty.  Of course Daddy being Daddy he insisted.  I shave my legs like twice a year.  I only have 3 or 4 hairs near my ankles on each side.  So I had to go out and get good razors and shave cream and moisturizer.

I carry all my weight in my tummy so I have to shave blind.  I do it all by feel.  to make it worse, I think my arms are shorter than average because I can only reach with one arm at a time.  It wasn't fun nor pretty.  I cut myself in a few places then in bed that night I was feeling my hairless puss and discovered it wasn't as hairless as I had thought.

Over the months I've gotten better but could still never get it all and it grows back so fast.  I would love to get it waxed but like I can afford that?  Not.  Lucky for me I was on Fetlife and they were talking about waxing and someone mentioned sugaring.  I Googled it...what else?  I found a lot of Youtubes showing how it is done and how to make your own.  Bingo!




So today I tried it.  Mixed sugar, water, salt, and lemon juice and cooked it.  Did what it showed on the video.  Poured it out and cooled it.  Hmmm still the consistency of molasses.  Put what I could back in the pan and then cooked it some more.  Poured and cooled again.  Oh now we are getting somewhere!

Got it into a ball and started to work it, keeping my hands wet.  It got softer and softer and softer until it slid right through my fingers.  Sighs again.  Poured the whole thing down the sink.

By now the kitchen was starting to get a bit sticky everywhere but thoughts of a smooth hairless kitty kept tempting me so I gave it one more go.  Used a little less water and lemon juice this time.  Poured it into the pan and let it sit for a bit.  Started scooping it into a ball.  Secret to keeping your hands wet...just wet the tips of your fingers and rub that over your hand.  Work it good and keep transferring it hand to hand because it is still HOT!

Put it into a small bowl and took it to my desk.  Tried it on my underarms and then face.  Took some of the hair off.  I had to play a while to figure out the right consistency.  I had put some in a small dish like they use for soy sauce when you eat sushi.  When it got cold I would microwave it for 10 seconds to soften it up again.  I finally got the hang of it and was happily reclined on my bed slapping carmelized sugar on my privates. It wasn't too painful and i was impressed that the hair was coming off.  The trips back and forth to the microwave got tedious though.

After a while I decided I wanted to throw away the part I was using and get a new piece so I stuck the bigger bowl in the microwave and put it on the same 10 seconds.  Took it out and gingerly touched it and DAMN!  Put my index finger right into liquid molten sugar!  I stuck my finger under cold water then on a chunk of ice in the freezer.  It hurt like hell for like 2 minutes, then it stopped.  Not a good sign.  I went back to finishing my wax job.  When I was done I was mostly hairless, sticky from head to toe and had a huge blister on my right index finger, the finger I use the most.

My finger..that is a blister!

It did start to hurt later around the edges but not on the burn itself.  I did get to whine to Daddy who was properly saddened by the fact I was hurt.  I am also learning to type with only 9 fingers.

On a funnier note, my son came home from school and seeing the bowl on my desk asked what it was.  I told him sugaring wax to take the hair off like my eyebrows.  He asked what was in it and when I told him he said, "Does it taste good and can I have it for snack?"

So that is my sad story for the day.  I will try this sugaring thing again and see how it goes next time.

Smoochie is ready to snuggle with me so good night!

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WARM DAYS AND CUPPYCAKES

Life has been good lately, not great but good.  There is still a stack of bills sitting here that I don't know how I'm going to pay.  There have been no legitimate callbacks on all the resumes I sent out.  However, weather has been warmer, Daddy and I have been good and I feel happier and more productive now.

I received the mock-up for my story in that new adult magazine and it looks good.  They said it will go both online and in the physical version.  I am so excited!  I hope this turns out to bring in a little side money and more traffic and interest to my writing site.  I am going to be working on a couple of novellas for release on Amazon.  I'd like to get that out there before I finish off my novel and put that out for sale there too.

I will admit, I can be flighty.  I get bored doing the same things all the time.  I figure if I have a number of different types of jobs then things will never always be the same.  So I have my transcription I do for that NY Times best selling author, I have my own writing, the articles for the adult magazine, and I'm working on a connection with a content creation company to write website content.  Then I have my singing, I am gearing up to record audiobooks, and lately I have an urge to be artfully creative.  I'd love to make jewelry or maybe sew plus size... something.  I would need a basic sewing machine though and supplies for either or both.  Then I could open an etsy shop.  I am gearing up to start ebaying again too.  If I can find an occasional contract doing website design then that would be awesome too.  A lot of little jobs that all add up to something substantial.

That would suit me wonderfully!  I could stay home and work.  On the days I feel especially little, I can still work but can also wear my pj's or the Hello Kitty rings I got off the cupcakes we had tonight...

20 min later....

I'm back!  I got sidetracked with an idea and spent some time thinking about that.  I sometimes get distracted easily.  One day I should do a post and put down what has happened between the lines or paragraphs that I write.

 “if you cant handle a needy "little girl" do you deserve to be called a daddy dom?” 

Anyway, I was reading a thread on Fetlife last night.  It was asking if people thought the above quote was true.  I was reading through the posts and I remembered something.  When I met the man who would turn out to be my first Master, we talked about kneeling.  I told him that I viewed it as cold and impersonal.  Most of the time the sub was kneeling and the Dom was either standing or sitting in front of her but there was no physical touch involved and that is what made me feel like that.  Not knowing I was a little back then I never understood why.  Even now, I will kneel but it is out of respect and because Master likes it.  It doesn't make me feel especially sub.  Let me sit in your lap or sit at your feet and hug your leg or pet my head and I will slide toward subspace.  I guess the little in me needs to know he is not only there but that he is there for ME.

It was pretty deep thought for 3 am!  It is almost that here now again.  So I will leave you with a picture of our dessert tonight!  I get all the Hello Kitty rings!  I did give them a choice of Hello Kitty or Pokemon and they chose Hello Kitty.  My boys love me!

Mine and mine and that's mine and this one is mine too and....

Smoochie sends good night smooches!

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YES (DADDY) BOSS!

I know I missed yesterday.  I've been feeling very yucks the last few days.  Not anything I can put my finger on.  Occasional tummy ache and nausea.  Also a strange very intermittant pain right under my sternum.  Hoping it's all just the slight crud left over from Christmas.  Seems a long time but we were all sick back and forth from Christmas till March last year.  No medical insurance for me yet this year too but at least the kids are covered.

Daddy was at a dog show all weekend.  I missed him terribly.  I have noticed that the longer we go between communications and the lonelier I feel the littler I feel too.  So between not feeling well and Daddy being gone it was a rough weekend for me.

This morning though my cellphone rang.  I have a special ring for Daddy so I knew it was him!  I was sooooo happy to hear his voice and he said me missed me very very much.  He did well this weekend so he was super happy though and I was happy for him.  The call made my whole day better.

This is my ringtone for Daddy!  Puts me right into subspace when I hear it!



The other day we were grocery shopping and there was a freezer that said "Clearance" on it.  I am always on the look out for markdown meats and things.  I once got four boneless leg of lambs for 99 cents a lb and boneless western beef ribs for  a buck a pound!  So we take a peek and there are these big 2 lb bags of head-on shrimp.  I look at the price...$2.98 a bag!  Not a pound, which would have been a great price anyway but a bag!  So I bought two.  Tonight I pulled one out and threw together some sauteed shrimp with garlic, ginger and green onions.  Soo yummy!  It was more than worth all the effort to shell them while we ate and took 10 min to cook!

Ginger Garlic Shrimp!  Yummies!

Ok so I'm caught up again.  A day late but back in the swing of things.  I already have an idea for tomorrow's post.  I have a little art project to finish first.

Smoochie says good night and to keep warm out there (it's 19F here right now *sad face*)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014!!!

Just a quick post before I got to bed.  Things are looking up.  Although I didn't get to see my Daddy today, I did get to talk to him on the phone yesterday.  That made me a happy little girl!  I talked to him a little tonight on Yahoo but he was busy.

The boys and I had a great New Years eve and they got to eat some of their favorite things.  I will tell you about them tomorrow.  For tonight I just wanted to check in.

From my Family to Yours!

Smoochie says time for us to go to bed!  Good night all!

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CHRISTMAS RECAP AND A TEST

We survived another Christmas.  I guess it wasn't too bad.  The kids seemed to enjoy it even if it was a a lean Christmas.  They had good food, which is an important part of any event for them.

Even through my sadness we baked butter shortbread cookies, made egg muffins (2 kinds) for Christmas breakfast and then a spiral ham for Christmas Dinner.

Egg Muffins - 2 Kinds!

Right about the time the clock switched from the 25th to the 26th I heard from Daddy H.  After a lot of back and forth and some strong emotions, we finally got back on the same page and made up.  He has been more attentive today so I appreciate that and hope it keeps up.  Makes me so much happier.

Out of boredom and the need to do something creative today, I started a Facebook page to go with this blog.  This post is actually a test to see if it will automatically post to my FB account.

Here is a great picture from a page that I follow in FB.  Go visit them at Confession of a Curvy Girl

I love this!  A good one to post on the wall for New Years!

Smoochie says good night and keep your fingers crossed that this gets to FB!

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