Most of you know that I am in a LDR (Long Distance Relationship) with my Daddies. We are not as long distance as a year ago when I was living in Arizona. Now they are only about 5 hours away but it's still a good distance.
Daddy H and I have been together for over two years with a break of about 2.5 months in the middle. Boss Daddy and I have only been together since February but we've known each other much longer than that. Daddy H and I celebrated our 2 year anniversary of being friends and our one year anniversary of being back together last month.
Yesterday, for the very very first time ever, I got to meet Daddy H face to face! I was so excited! I wanted to go up the night before but he was getting in late and since I can't drive in the dark, he didn't want me waiting around for him in my car in a dark parking lot so we decided I should just drive up in the morning and we could spend the morning together before he had to attend his class,which is the reason he was in the area.
I left as soon as the sky started to lighten up but got caught in rush hour traffic and a trip that should have taken half an hour by Google map standards, so 20 minutes by my driving, ended up taking and hour and 15 min and I stressed most of the way!
I did get there though and got to look my Daddy in the eye! I got to kiss him and hold him and feel the stubble on his cheek and smell him! Did I cry? Do you even have to ask? I cry at everything. I cry when I'm sad and when I'm mad and when I'm happy so yes! We had breakfast together and then got to snuggle and talk and I didn't want to leave. He is everything I expected and more.
I did get a spanking because I had been bad the night before and started a fight with him. Was my first ever since I was a child! I learned something new about myself. I liked the belt! With his hand the impact is there and then gone but the belt after impact kind of caresses you as it is pulled back again and to me it was a very sensual feeling. *blushes*
Anyway I got off track. I got to see my Daddy! *Does the happy dance* We had a chance to really bond. My commitment is deeper now than ever and a lot of the fears I was dealing with are gone. I was so afraid he'd not like me once we met. I'm neither young, nor beautiful and far from skinny or even pleasantly plump. I had someone else in my life who did not like the fact that I wasn't skinny, even though I never hid that fact from him, so I was really scared to be rejected again.
Daddy H loves me just like I am! I think we have a stronger bond now. I got to look in his eyes and be in his arms when he said "I love you." He said he was nervous too. I don't know why, I would have loved him no matter what.
We got 3.5 hours together then it was time for him to go to class so we had to say good bye. He hugged and kissed me and said, "don't you dare cry." He knows me too well. I said I wouldn't till I got to my car and I was a good girl and didn't until I started the car then i cried all the way home. Some happy tears, some very sad tears. I don't know when I will get to see him again but hopefully it won't be too long. *Screams and wiggles and does the happy dance again*
I got to see my DADDY!
Smoochie thinks I'm silly but he's secretly happy too!
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