A MOMENT OF CONTENTMENT

Life always takes such interesting turns.  I've decided to just put in my vacate notice tomorrow.  In 60 days I'll either be headed to Austin or homeless..  Big risk but I know if I stay here I will be homeless anyway.  Well that's not true.  I can pay the rent but not anything else.  No electricity, no food, no gas for my car.but we'll have a roof over our heads!  So we'll see what happens.  I have a lot of stuff to do.  Packing is the biggest  and then finding a mover.

Thought they said everything was bigger in TX!

My ex hubby finally found a job.  It is far away though  (in the middle of the Pacific Ocean) but at least it's a job.  Downside is the boys won't be able to see him and now I have no one to drive us to Austin.  I can't do it, after 30 or 40 minutes I'll be asleep at the wheel.  Just another hurdle to jump.

I have decided to relax and give my past another chance to prove he should be a part of my life again.  I really did miss him.  He taught me a lot about myself and more importantly, he will allow me to be myself.  We will see how well he can nurture the little side of me.  It is important to me to have someone who can and will do that.

It is looking to be a busy week.  New transcription coming in any day (hallelujah!).  I have some books to write and finish and now a song to write that is going to take some research first.  I love new projects though, especially when I am doing them for someone I care about.  I guess I have to dig out the guitar.  Wait.. I'm supposed to be packing , not opening.  Sometimes I guess we have to take a step back to take two forward.

Mostly, I guess I am just happy tonight.  I haven't been totally for awhile and not sure I am there yet but for tonight, I am ... content.  Maybe I'll even get some sleep.  Imagine that.

Smoochie says sweet dreams...


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